6 more Mths to 2010

Oh My Goodness!!! its already the 2nd 1/2 year of 2009 its was just like yesterday where we were counting down for 2009 but now 2009 are just left with 6 Mths.

Please do not ask me to think back on what I have done in the pass 6 mths. Becos i really dun even dare to look back at it. The only thing that I can say is its a scary 2009 which i would never wanna look back on. I have lose many things since the very beginning of this year and at the same time I've also felt quite lost. Its hard to describe the feelings that I have, i dunno what I want and i have no idea of what i should do. I can only say that I dunno what I've been doing for the pass 6 mths.....(sad to say)

You might wonder what do I mean by "I've lose many things"? Below are Six main things

1. Job
2. Friends
3. Confidence
4. Energy Level
5. Beliefs
6. Positive Attitude

And ofcos there some inner self feelings which i juz cant explain i juz dun feel rite man....

But however among all the loses i did gain alittle somethg which make me feel that for the first 1/2 year 我真的没有白活. Is that I manage to clear all 4 modules of my certifcate course. At least this is a alittle somethg which i can put a smile on my face.

Well for the next 1/2 year I will take it as a new start of 2009 again. i will keep trying to search for job opportunity and ofcos to work harder for my course. To people who have yet to fulfill your resolutions, not much time left in 2009 lo....加油!!!!